By Cyrus Console, from a manuscript in progress. Console is the author of The Odicy (Omnidawn).
What a day to be overweight
With all one has in the world
On a park bench in a park mostly
Consecrated to the needle
When I was fourteen the poet Cyrus Console
Was my best friend in the world
My stepmother disliked him because he was
Sensitive and decently intelligent
And his father a doctor
All my stepparents disliked him
“Decent” was a word I favored
To indicate moderate quantity
Though I did not realize it at the time
I had certain of my first
Sexual experiences with him
He realized it
His manner betrayed neither pity nor disgust
Just lowering a previous estimate
He was always pointing out things like Italian
Wall lizards or the AH-64 Apache I never
Saw myself because I lacked a name
He taught a bunch of us to smoke weed
I figured he would be a pothead forever
We all did
He taught me to speak in code
We planned to dedicate our lives to following
The jam-rock ensemble called the Grateful Dead
But in August 1995 Jerry Garcia died
A crowd gathered to cry and smoke weed
In Kansas City and we were part of it
Cyrus Console for decades
He would seek out pornographic images
Of unshaven women in loose floral print
You could hear singing through his office door
Robert Hunter was a great lyricist
Though I didn’t realize it at the time
I had the most expensive vodka
And two packs of Marlboro Mediums
I completed the study of law
One time at the firing range spent brass
Landed in the collar of my shirt
Leaving me this scar