From Phantom Pain Wings, which was published last month by New Directions. Translated from the Korean.
I don’t walk without music
I don’t wear a slip without lace
There’s a drum that bleeds when you beat on it
It doesn’t leave the dance hall despite the beating
Shattered sea with a shattered boat, shattered night
Shattered boat doesn’t depart
You must dance, holding a candle in front of Holy Father
Candlelight reflected in the water doesn’t wipe off the blood
Torment, rippling with torment, raises a pale bone at night
I don’t look back even when a lifetime of my faces call me
I don’t cry inside the water because it’s echoless
I don’t depart even if I’m not here
Not
yet